Not only there was a shooting right outside my school today, but thanks to the apocalyptic-like weather we have had during these last few days, the city is now pretty much underwater:



Sob, will someone be as kind to adopt me and get me out if this hell hole? Pretty please?

I just tried to contact some of my friends, and some of them are not answering. I just hope everyone's alright >_<;

Back from con!! Uuuugh I'm pooped. Had a blast though ♥ And stole this from lenainverse ~

IX PAIRINGS I LOVE
❖ Yuri/Wolfram (KKM)
❖ Fuuma/Kamui (X)
❖ Yusuke/Keiko (YYH)
❖ Kurogane/Fai (TRC)
❖ Riku/Sora (KH)
❖ Rin/Len (Vocaloid)
❖ Kaworu/Shinji (Evangelion)
❖ Edward/Alphonse (FMA)
❖ Tidus/Yuna (FFX)

THREE SHIPS I'VE ABANDONED. Not abandoned per se, just not very interested atm.
❖ Mello/Near (DN)
❖ Miroku/Sango (IY)
❖ Yuki/Shuichi (Gravitation)

THREE 4 SHIPS I'VE NEVER LIKED
❖ Gwendal/Anissina (KKM)
❖ Inuyasha/Kagome (IY)
❖ Shinji/Asuka (Eva)
❖ Light/L (DN)

THREE SHIPS THAT HAVE PIQUED MY INTEREST
❖ Ichigo/Rukia (Bleach)
❖ Watanuki/Doumeki (xxxHolic)
❖ Charlie/Rayflo (Vassalord)

( Marina Version )

omaifrikkingod the con will be held the day after tomorrow and I'm nowhere close to being done *dies*

I still got a long LOOONG way to go to be done with the light-up headphones. Plus I also gotta deal with other parts of the costume like the shoes, belts, etc.

Dear god, I look like shit 'cuz I haven't slept ksfjsdkfjskfl I'll be zombie!Len haha;;; We've been planning this for such a long time (Like a year and a half, sob) I can't let my friends down >_< I gotta give my best! I NEED MORE CAFFEINE.

I requested a drawing, so its meme time T__T
The first five people to comment in this post get to request that I draw a doodle of any pairing/character of their choosing. In return, they have to post this in their journal, regardless of their ability level.

Anime/manga/games/MarinaRP stuff only plz~

+ SLOTS +
1.- jazzthejazz  - Sora & Wolfram
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Miiiiight be just a simple markers+pencils doodle or if you really insist on getting a CG, you might have to wait +1 year or until I have free time enough to sit down and draw. I fail at life and just can't/don't have time draw digitally right now ksjvksdnvsldv.

Aaaaaarrrrghhhh, going crazy with deadlines + college + con/cosplay stuff. Do me a favor and kill me.

I was just mugged. I tried to defend myself but fucking bastard hit me and stole my iPhone and money. If you get SMS messages, phonecall, emails or whatever, it's not me!! I'm currently changing all my passwords and shit.

The internet at my house is still borked. Needless to say I won't be around for a while, sorry.

Luego la gente se atreve a preguntarme porque carajos odio este jodido país de mierda. Pinche gente jodida, culera y mediocre. Ya muero por largarme de aquí.

HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT IT'S SO SO SO AWESOME. DO WANT. DO WANT NAO. alkjdsaklfjksfjskdlf ♥♥♥

My sister and I thought it'd be cool to bake some cupcakes to give to our friends for Jan 6th's celebration. As far as I know only Spain and it's former colonies celebrate it, but to us, Christmas lasts until Jan 6th, where you get presents by the 3 Magi Kings (Kind of getting presents by Santa Claus #2).

Anyyyyyway, given my experience with cooking, my sister thought it'd be wise for us to cook at the same, follow the exact same procedure and use the same ingredients as to avert my very possible disgusting and fail-ridden outcome. Everything was nice and dandy until we had to take turns using the oven. Her batch came out first and the muffins turned out to be perfect, so I was really hopeful that mine would be as awesome, but...

My sister's cupcakes came out looking and tasting perfect, while mine exploded in the oven. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW THAT HAPPENED, but here are some of the parts that survived the explosion (aka photographic evidence):


I've come to a conclusion: I must be the carrier of the most badass "Crappy Cook" gene known to humanity. There is no other possible explanation. We did everything at the same time, used the exact same ingredients and yet... sjdkssljgslgjlkgjfdkl, sob.

I really hope I'm filthy rich when I live on my own because it seems I'll be forced to survive on take-out food. ;______;

I'm so glad I uploaded this before my modem died;; Since its high likely that tomorrow and the day after I'll be busy celebrating with my family, I thought I should post this today:



Just wanted to wish you all a very nice and warm Christmas! (Or your celebration of choice!) I ♥ you all and I hope you have tons of fun~ (Yes, I reused last year's pic, shhhh~ xD)

I was doodling this during... a certain angsty thread of a certain RP com:


But thanks to some very unexpected plot twists, the wangst was succesfully averted (for now) and I lost the will to work on it XD

IDK, maybe in the future Wolfram will break again and maybe then I shall get inspired to finish the pic? :P

Oh man! Xmas is one of my fav. times of the year but it's so crazy!

If there is a thing I genuinely enjoy doing is giving gifts to friends and people I care about! Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside~ But man, my family alone is enormous; I don't have enough time nor money to give stuff to all the people I want to give gifts to ;_; Even so, I've spent the past days running around buying gifts, gift wrapping, attending parties and doing a insane amout of drawings. I just pray to god I'm able to finish on time!

Since I'm busy busy, xmas cards will be kind of super belated;;; Hopefully they'll reach you before New Year's Eve, haha!;;

Oh and, internet back home is really really messed up. I still have my phone for browsing and e-mail, but I won't be around much on MSN/AIM. We tried contacting our internet provider, and unsurprisingly, they were more than useless.

And onto anime stuff! I've been watching Chrono Crusade because it's one of my best friend's fav. series. It's so so cute (and angsty)!! This time I don't really have a single fav. chara but 4: Rosette, Chrono, Minister Remington and Joshua! (a.k.a. all the blondes in the show + cute demon guy, orz;;;)

I don't want to reach the final episode because I can already foresee the sad ending. I'm a complete and absolute wuss when it comes to cute and tragic sibling stories! Knowing myself, I'm so going to break and cry lots and I don't wanna! *wibbles* (I think I'm the person whom has cried the most with FMA xD)

After I'm done with Chrono Crusade it'll be either Ghost in the Shell or Fate/Stay Night. I dunno which one to choose!

Anyway, I'm freezing! *goes and curls up with her fuzzy blanket ♥*

Yesterday I had dinner with my sis and I instantly felt nauseous so I returned to my bed and laptop and the next thing I know I'm dashing towards the bathroom to hurl up like whoa. I spent all the night either rolling around my bed in pain or in front or the W.C. throwing up like a seasick person on a ship;;; Awful night was awful indeed!

I was too excited about having returned to Marina chat that I was an idiot and instead of calling it quitters and laying down, I was chatting and tagging between my bathroom trips, lol;;; After a while I couldn't handle it anymore and forced myself to go to bed. Right now I feel better, but I'll go see the doctor later just in case. What baffles me is that even though both my sis and I had the same thing for dinner, I was dying in front of the W.C. while my sister was as good as new.

Speaking about tags, I FINALLY RETURNED TO MARINA AND WTF, everything is a mess! I'm confused and all I know is that Wolfram will cry lots (but that's okay, he's pretty when he cries ♥) but aksdfsakljlsa I dread the impeding Angstmageddon!

Wolfram aside, I have no idea of wth I'm going to do with Momiji. Unlike drama-magnet Wolfram, Momiji is full of cute and joy and I really want to keep him around. But with all the Furuba canonmates gone and the current event, I don't know what to do with him;;; I don't mind having Wolfram broken all the time but if the current event manages to get Momiji broken too, I'm the one who's going to break, lol.

Maybe I'll just wait for the event to be over and see what I can come up with.

Oh and, between the barfs and tags, I managed to make matching icons for my twitter accounts, heee~

I'm still having a hard time getting used to my new monitor, so colors might look weird.

Well, gotta go work on xmas cards, Len props and tags, c'ya~

*Gives no explanation*



*Runs away, cackling evily*

I'm free. I'M FINALLY FREE.

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Oh my god, my semester is finally over and all I can say is that my hard work pulled off incredibly nice. Today, for the first time since I entered college, I finally found my place, I finally understood the reason of why I am where I am. Injuries aside, I'm so full of ~*GLEE*~ and ~*PRIDE*~ I cannot express my feelings with mere words. I'm so happy I could cry!

Wussiness aside, as eager as I am to go back to my online life, I'm gonna take a couple of days off the net to rest and take it easy. Currently my right arm is injured and so is my left thumb, my right eye is temporarily blind, etc etc. Basically, finals left me in shambles xD Resting and recovering myself is a must!

I can't wait to go back to being active at Marina + Artsites + All the places I've been away from! I'll see you guys in a couple of days ^^

Lately, the city has been really windy and thus we've had clear and beautiful blue skies (posting this from my phone, so no shoopin'):

( Under a big azure sky )

On a drastic subject change, my CLAMP in 3D complete vol. 2 figures arrived a while ago! ♥♥♥
( CLAMP in 3D Land )

And to finish, dear Mexico shittycity, this is pretty much one of the main reasons why you keep on getting worse and worse on my list:


This happened today and because of it I had to stay the whole day locked up at school. Just, no comment *facepalm* :|

Lately, I've been feeling quite disappointed with all my friends and aquaintances. It's like everybody I know has been trying real hard to hurt me or piss me off.

I don't really want to talk about it, so! Good news!

A lot of people at school have been interested in the bookshelves me and my teammates built. Our teachers commissioned one and some of our upperclassmen have been requesting us more. It's really exciting because it'll be the first time we'll earn money from our designs! And it'll be quite a decent amount of cash.

I'm really happy because I'm a lousy designer and I did thought our bookshelves were unoriginal, plain and boring until everyone started praising it, haha;; IDK, I'm happy so I guess it's good.

Truth is, I'm always really harsh with myself, so I've lost the ability to see the good side of the things I do. I'm always concentrating on the negative aspects of the things I do, ergo, I'm always saying stuff like "I should have done this like that!" or "The quality of this sucks! I should have worked harder on it!", etc etc. I truly hate being like that, but I really can't help it.

That's why I don't show or tell anyone about my works as an Industrial Designer. Nothing I've done so far has pleased me, I honestly think all my works are lame, unoriginal, newbie-ish and plain shitty;;

IDK, Maybe I'm just being super sensitive since I haven't had rest or decent sleep in a month and I'm extra edgy and moody.

Today, after having only a couple of hours of sleep during this week, I came home with a big grin plastered on my face because today would be the only day I'd get the chance to get a long, + 10 hours sleep. Excited, I went to bed only to be awakened by booming loud music and people barking like dogs all over the karaoke machine. My parents decided to throw a party and thanks to their racket I've been awake all night long. It's 5 am and it seems they won't stop anytime soon. FML

I couldn't send packages last week because of an accident I had. But! Packages will definitely be sent during this weekend, so please send me a message or something when they reach you.

Holy shit... 2 days w/o sleep and counting. I'm dyiiiiinnngggg.